- just because I'm a mom doesn't mean I know everything (you gotta love the young moms that just because they are in their 20's and have a child think that they know it ALL, and if I turn into one.....shoot me.)
- what if I'm too nice and spoil my kid
- what if I'm too hard and they hate me and I ruin them
- what if I don't pay attention to Brady enough
- what if I don't pay enough attention to Baine
- what if I turn crazy and need happy pills
- what if my marriage falls apart
- what if I have to quit working
Yeah don't worry I'm not going too crazy I just need to write this down so the next time I'm pregnant and I'm a freaking emotional roller coaster I can remind myself that this is normal. Just like it's normal to cry when a hallmark commercial comes on.
I'm also starting to freak out that I don't have everything ready. Brady just tells me to calm down and if there is something I forget at the hospital or our first night home, he can take a trip to the store it's not a big deal.
On the positive side of life, Baine will be here soon and I'm so excited to meet our little guy. I love having him in my belly and feeling his every move. I thought he was a calm baby until the last month. He moves so much I don't know if he sleeps. It could be the caffeine I've been drinking. I went to the doctor yesterday and she said he flipped and since I'm 37 weeks along, the chances of him flipping head down now isn't too good. She said she would try to flip him but the chances of him staying flipped after that isn't good so, I will be finding out within the next two weeks what kind of delivery I'll be having. Either way I don't care as long as he gets here safe. I figure they have doctors for these kinds of things and they do know what they are talking about. So we will see.
2 comments:
You know I'll help you anytime except at night. Those nights are for you younger guys. You will do fine, you were always the favorite cousin to all the younger ones.
A)- I know it all and B)- I need some happy pills! :)
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